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May I appeal to my dear readers to please bear with me for the last time I hope, since I’ll be discussing the most tiring topic again and hopefully putting an end to whatever is lingering in my mind. May I just remind everyone that I’m not imposing anything here, I’m just sharing my thoughts, however wild it may be!
I’m also one of those fans who may have lingering thoughts as to whatever is going on behind close doors pertaining this nightmare. I have been in showbiz half of my life and I would say for me this is the worst scandal I have ever encountered created by a lunattic. Or maybe I was very much affected by this nightmare since it’s the person I admired the most who is involved.
I may be helpless that the least I can do is to protect and defend Hyun Joong through this site, that how I wish I can do more for him. But I believe prayers for him can do a lot.
WHY IS SHE DOING THIS??
Hyun Joong’s mom has a question in that interview with THE FACT as stated:
“Why is she making this issue into something like this when it’s a matter that should be solved between the two families. Why does she do all this but not discuss with us the things that should be talked about.”
I have the same question and I think I got the answer which I never doubted since day 1 of Aug nightmare as to why Choi is doing this. I don’t see any other logical reason than JEALOUSY. Choi desperately wanted the whole world to know that NO ONE can own Kim Hyun Joong except CHOI! What else could be a more sensible reason to justify her acts? But what is she jealous about?
Among all the statements that Choi said, there’s only one consistent statement she made from Aug. nightmare to Feb. the reason of their break-up is that Hyun Joong is seeing another woman. I don’t mean to discredit Hyun Joong here, but is it not posible that he might have found the right person to sincerely love than a lunatic Choi? I would be glad about that!
Is it not possible he’s trying to protect this person being a decent woman from Choi that he doesn’t want to be involved and Choi knows where she stand that she couldn’t accept? And pregnancy could be her last card in tying him down, so the other person got no choice but to give in and walk away from Hyun Joong so Choi would stop. Is this not posible? Did this ever cross your mind?
In Nov. Choi stated they met up again and that Hyun Joong was DRUNK. Did it ever cross your mind that Choi may have taken advantage of this chance and deliberatedly seduced Hyun Joong who was under the influence of alcohol to go back to her? Hyun Joong is a man who also has weakness in him, who can also be seduced, he also have imperfection. Is this not possible?
By the end of the month they broke up and after few days here comes Choi’s plot saying she’s pregnant! I bet you Hyun Joong was even doubtful of her pregnancy or if he’s responsible for it. And it is his right to confirm! Why not, from May 2014 when they first broke off there’s a gap of 8 months before she told Hyun Joong she’s pregnant! Pathetic!
CHOI’S TEXT MESSAGES
I sure do hope we have learned our lesson from the first nightmare that Choi is the queen of fabricating text messages and fake evidences. I guess I don’t need to elaborate on this area. I’m sure she was not expecting Hyun Joong’s parents would come out with the truth!! WHERE IS SHE NOW???
I would IGNORE Choi forever as if she did not ever exist in this world. She is one person who will never gain my respect and I don’t care whoever she is in the life of Kim Hyun Joong. If she ever mess up Hyun Joong’s life again, I would definitely be her worst enemy ever!
I think this matter has to be cleared since it’s out there in the public knowledge. In the future if Hyun Joong gets married and have kids, everyone will be wondering “Is this Choi that he married to? Is this their kid?” People would still talk.
What if Hyun Joong married another woman? Still the same question would be raised, “Is this Choi?” Do you think this case will be forgotten? I don’t think so, since Hyun Joong is a high profile celeb. And this worries me on Hyun Joong’s future if nothing can be cleared. Who’s the future victim? The poor child beside Hyun Joong, whoever the mother is…..
All I know is that he has to help us to shed light, to be able to help him. Just two questions that I’m craving to be answered: First, Is Choi’s pregnancy LEGIT? Second, Is Kim Hyun Joong responsible for the said LEGIT pregnancy? This is all I want to know.
A.) If those tests turns POSITIVE then it’s career suicide for Hyun Joong. WHY? Because while Choi is in his life she will continue destroying him. Choi is a dangerous woman and we all have seen this. However, we have to accept if indeed she’s pregnant no matter how much we dislike her.
B.) If those tests turns NEGATIVE, well, I sure do hope Hyun Joong or any right party in his camp would press charges against Choi. That is if he still wants to go back on stage after MS, this time he really has to defend himself and clear his name.
C.) If she’s HIDING somewhere, and didn’t take the legit test then Hyun Joong will be in limbo for 2 years, or is this one of her intentions too which is such a mental torture?
I would rather give the benefit of the doubt on something beautiful, that he is protecting someone he truly loves that he doesn’t want to be involved in this ugly situation. Knowing Hyun Joong, he would rather be hurt, and shoulder all the pain by himself than seeing someone he treasure being dragged to the public by a lunatic.
I would rather have this thought than trying to convince myself that he’s in love to a lunatic which is way beyond his character, knowing Hyun Joong all these years! I feel it’s just so unfair for him to be misjudged.
This nightmare wound is too deep for Hyun Joong and there will be scars that will always remind him of how he worked so diligently for 10 years only to be destroyed by a nobody. “Hyun Joong, Don’t allow this to happen please…”
We do not know what future brings us, just as life is full of surprises! I can only hold on to my prayers that he’ll be able to surpass all of these and that Hyun Joong would be blessed with more strength and wisdom wherever he is……
SHARE IN HEALING
May I just share a music (vid above) that I always listen to every time I’m here writing all about Kim Hyun Joong. It’s from my favorite brilliant pianist/composer YIRUMA, whom I discovered through Hyun Joong, his music is inspiring and helps in healing! I hope it can be a help to you too. I think it’s high time we start healing from this painful nightmare…
Well, that was such a long 6 months ordeal, and I do hope we all learned from this nightmare. The scars may still be there even in the future but let that scar be a reminder of this nightmare which taught us how to be strong as a fan of Kim Hyun Joong.
By letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but supporting him with whatever he decides on. It’s his life not ours although he’s a big part of our family, we feel for him but we respect him still. For as long as we are here for him every time things go wrong, and whenever he needs us we continue to support and pray for him.
Hyun Joong wanted to leave for his MS silently, so let’s respect that too. Let’s just try to convince ourselves he’s already in and that he’s peaceful wherever he is. Set our mind in a more positive way. Be my guest every time we miss him, my comment box is always open for every fan of Kim Hyun Joong to share with all of us here, anything goes as usual.
Those who have been wounded greatly are also those who are capable of loving greatly…
LazerKim here writing
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