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HOME WITH HIM
In our journey with Kim Hyun Joong as his fans we shared a lot of good memories with him that all through the years since we started following him, there was never a dull moment. Be it in concerts, album launching, TV shows or appearances, and even in his dramas, we all shared the success of all his projects for the last 10 years of his career.
I started following Hyun Joong in 2011 and started writing about him until he became my healer, until he became the person I can turn to whenever I’m sad or happy and it all happened in this site.
It is in this place that I found home with him, where my comfort zone is, that I can say what I think and feel, where I can breath on to release stress and it helped me a lot. The more I read about him the more I feel secured and the more I write about him the more I feel closer to him.
It was all happiness I can write about him that feels love is always in the air! And I’m truly happy that my co-fans find this place their home filled with love too! I’m not alone anymore!
TEST OF FAITH
One morning I woke up, the nightmare started and all I said was “How dare them”!! Whatelse is there for me to do but to attack whoever wrote that news and attack a woman whom I didn’t even know who she was! Looking back in the past, I realize how brave Hyun Joong has turned me into!!
That time I was all out of touch from his fans on line since I have been so busy with work so I felt I was all alone defending him. My work travel took me away from this site for about a week and when I came back the haters were here almost burnt my home!
I can only cry seeing my readers fighting with all their might in the most decent way over those monsters that I couldn’t forget. At first I deleted that article Simply Defending, but when I thought about it, why should I allow myself to be defeated? I did nothing wrong!
And so I recovered that article and shoot those haters one by one all of them out of anger! I said to myself this is the battle I have to face that I have to be strong to keep Hyun Joong and his fans intact if I still want to see my idol on stage for the rest of WT concert series.
After the successful WT, followed by another successful Gemini series, here comes another scandal created by that same woman, however in a different strategy that obviously not only meant to harm Kim Hyun Joong but also his loyal fans.
That woman barely knew Kim Hyun Joong and doesn’t have any idea who his fans are, so that is very unfortunate for her! It may not be now or tomorrow but someday she’ll taste her own dirt and evilness.
Nevertheless, with all this painful nightmare we experienced, I’m truly thankful for this trial because I came to realize how an important person Kim Hyun Joong is in my life and in the lives of millions of fans worldwide. The nightmare proved our strength on how strong we are for Kim Hyun Joong.
The fandom is much stronger than ever that we all learned how to fight in the most decent way. I shall always remember this nightmare that made us closer and stronger for him!
TEST OF TIME
One of KHJ new blogger Malavika had a question in her article, “What do we do for next two years?” I did plan that out years ago, if you have read my old article as I wrote, “I’m gonna put up a tent within the vicinity of the military camp and be the spy to get updates that I can write about Kim Hyun Joong!!” LOL!
Before Gemini started, I was thinking if this guy leaves for MS I have to do something productive in this site while waiting for him. Since all news sites were filled with lies that it seems no one took his side to defend and concealed the truth, I hope this blog site can be a help to enlighten in the future. And my count down had already started in doing so!
I want to write about this nightmare again in the future when there is no longer pain that probably I can get to understand those detractors. I want to understand why this nightmare was bound to happen and how can this be relevant to the future.
Writing all about Kim Hyun Joong can make me feel him near even he’s far away in his MS. I will always remind everyone he’s just beside us preparing for his future stage all for his fans!! No promises though just simply living my life without him around and wait.
Malavika Blog Site: (pls do check this out, thanks!)
TEST OF LOVE AND TRUST
May I ask this sincere question, with all honesty? Did you ever doubted Hyun Joong even once within the nightmare? I did, as a natural reaction. I doubted on him for so many times that I just couldn’t understand whenever I get to this site which became more frequent than in 2013, I felt mysteriously very sure of myself and very sure of him!!
And I was right, I made the right judgement on him, for the longest period that I followed him, to the extent of bargaining on my time and effort, still love and trust prevailed. That all I can think of is to fight for the truth, and trust led me in defending him.
There’s this old song from a classic movie which I heard from an old man, (my boss who was a very good musician) singing this meaningful song. I think this song is perfect at this period which I would like to share with you.
We may be in this test, we may experience sadness and weary at times, I hope this music can remind us of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Listen to what this song says..
video source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUIztAt7gWc
WAITING FOR YOU
The song says, “Love means without a word you’ll understand” Hyun Joong has been keeping silent that for me he need not say anything, because deep inside me I understand him even without a word.
The song says, ” Love means you never have to say your’re sorry” if you really love a person, you know for yourself there’s always a room for forgiveness that you can sincerely give.
The song says, ” Love means we’ll never really say goodbye” if you really love a person you just don’t give up or end up, if he has to go… let go and wait, because he’ll be back!
To Kim Hyun Joong,
“Wherever you are, if you get lonely out there, just look up the dark sky and you’ll see all of us within those tiny stars. As we look up at the same dark sky to search for the biggest star, knowing that star is YOU our only one…..We shall be waiting till you come back to us…..God bless the twins.” (KHJ and fans)
LazerKim here writing
Photo credit as tagged, thanks Ms D! Video credit: Heart4MusicLovers, thanks!
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