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Kim Hyun Joong ended his Gemini Concert Series last night Feb.20th with so much huge success which is totally overwhelming. May I just highlight on two scenarios from his last concert. I just want to say “this is it” it finally sink in to me that this is his last concert for this year and the waiting period start any time soon from now while I write this article.
From the beginning of GEMINI Concert Series, Hyun Joong has been controlling his emotions the entire series which he had been doing for the last 15 concerts he performed. Instead he gave all his smiles, crack all the jokes he can with his fans and making sure his fans truly are enjoying the show, making this ever memorable to all of us as it is to him.
Until at the final series he could not take it anymore, as his fans sang Your Story on the last series of Gemini, he just broke down into uncontrollable tears. His fans continued singing to him as he turned his back still trying hard to hide the tears in his eyes and that really broke my heart!
If it pains us that we won’t be able to see him for 2 years, it’s so much for him to bear as well, since he had spent all his life on stage and I can see he’s not really prepared to leave all these behind him even just for 2 years.
Until the concert ended his fans were allowed to gather at the park area of the venue as he walked on his way to his car back to the hotel. This gave his fans to take their last glimpse of him that I think it’s the same volume of fans who watched his concert! The “Can’t get enough of you” KHJ fan syndrome always strikes whenever he’s around!
The following day Hyun Joong attended to his last event in Tokyo attended by 400 fans as Hyun Joong wore their bracelets to each and everyone, while some waited outside the venue to take a glimpse. Right after which he went straight to Haneda AP back to Seoul, Hyun Joong would like to go quietly and he did as I thought!
But at the airport tarmac viewing area, there were fans waiting for him just to take their last glimpse even just the aircraft where he was boarded! It was cold but his Japanese fans abide by the rules on his departure, no cameras, no videos so they waited outdoor to the tarmac!
For me this is the most touching incident I have ever encountered being a fan! Amazing fans I’m truly proud of KHJ fans, such a great fandom he is blessed with!
We have seen all his smiles the entire time he was here in Japan performing his concert series, he is back to Seoul, but why do I feel those smiles would just suddenly fade when he reach Seoul?
Is it so hard to let go? Maybe! Or I just don’t want him to lose those smiles he showed us these passed weeks in just an instant when he’s back home to Seoul. He never fails and maintained that smile at Gimpo Airport. I’m so glad to see him smiling till the last glimpse.
FAREWELL MY HERO
I hate goodbyes first and foremost, I honestly do not know how to handle such scenario. Hyun Joong mentioned he wanted to go to his MS in silence that I sincerely hope his Korean fans would understand because Hyun Joong doesn’t like goodbyes as well!
All I want to remember are those smiles he left for us and that’s it. He never mentioned the exact date when he’ll be enrolled to MS, but let’s just respect him on that and let go….
I would just like to think that every time he ends a project he takes a rest from the lime light and go back to his hiding cocoon to cook something for us on his project. That’s how I’m gonna picture him in my mind for the next 2 years while waiting for him. This may be so easy to say but deep inside me I’m crushed…
At this point we have to be strong for him, but to be able to do that, we bring out our emotions of missing him just for one day…
So for once and for all, let’s burst it out just for one day, to be sad, to cry, to be lonely, to scream, to be scared of tomorrow, to feel the emptiness, to feel the pain on his departure, everything that’s pinching our heart. Write whatever we feel and you are most welcome to bring it here in my comment boxes. I dedicate this article to let go of our emotions.
After this article in the following days we shall be facing the next episode of being KHJ fans with much strength to endure the 24 months, we have something to do for his future…still with smiles…
We never forget, as we dig in on my next articles, we make use of our waiting period for him. Just remember, it is not his fault to be popular, to be in the global star status and to be loved by millions worldwide. Let us not forget!
MESSAGE TO HIM
To Kim Hyun Joong:
I know you will never forget GEMINI and your commitment at the TIME CAPSULE as we shall not forget the same commitment after 2 years, and please be back in Japan.
We shall be waiting for you, take your time, build your dreams while you are there and we are all with you supporting your dreams. Just like you, we never give up as your fans!
Stay strong, take care of yourself, don’t get sick because we will all worry about you. If you are down and lonely, you know where to go to boost your confidence as you always do. Please bring our PURE LOVE with you.
Just like you, we hate goodbyes, so we’ll say……. SEE YOU AGAIN!
LazerKim here writing
Photo credits as tagged, Ms. D thanks!
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