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Kim Hyun Joong boarded his plane going back home to Seoul taking the early morning Korean Air flight, while I took Air China bound to Shanghai for another field work concert with another group with almost the same schedule as he had. As expected the airport was crowded with fans as my team and I arrived ahead of him and his entourage. After I checked in with the airline counter, I really wasn’t aware of what I was doing that I just joined in with the fans waiting for him!!
I tried to squeeze in myself to the crowd till I reached near the security check where I assumed Hyun Joong would pass through. And I was right, after just about 5 minutes waiting the fans started screaming! And for some reasons I screamed with them too but I haven’t seen Hyun Joong! LOL Only to realize I was looking for a guy in black Tee shirt while he was just in front of me wearing checked long sleeved shirt! And so I followed whatever the fans were screamed calling him Rida (Leader)!! I think it’s also goodbye to plain black shirt, as he shows his image signifying his concert Phantasm!
As soon as he got in I followed since I was a passenger. I run to catch up with my team but I can still see his back walking towards the immigration onto his gate. I was in teary eyes and that’s it, it’s goodbye to my idol! It’s not tears of sadness but tears of joy that at last I felt how it is to be a fan who’s seeing him off back home Seoul.
At the concert, I was really hoping to join his fans in cheering for him during the show which I never had the chance ever since I started working with him last year. At last my dream came true! The only chance I got was at the very last song of encore. I screamed on top of my voice saying Hyun Joong Ai shite iru (I love you!) over and over like crazy! After he sung I stopped, I walked back to my post and just heard him saying Ai shite iru to his fans before he exits and I smiled at that!
Just in my opinion, for me the most touching moment in Nagoya I think was not really at the concert, but at the airport. I witnessed a crowd of fans at the airport tarmac viewer as they watched and wave at Korean Air where Hyun Joong boarded, that I hope he had seen it from where he was. *sigh* It’s the first time for me to witness such and I got teary eyes as I watched the fans as if not letting him go…. bye my idol till next time!
So simple yet meaningful for me to be a part of his last concert series, I got some regrets though knowing I can do it even just on the part of encore I should have done so to join the fans in showing he is loved. I’m happy now being a fan I fulfilled my simple dream! I just can’t believe it’s my last chance to be a fan in that concert series.
During the show, I suddenly felt pain leading me to tears asking myself a lot of questions “Is this really his fate? Is this really the last concert? Why is this life seem to be so cruel to him? Why it has to end this way? I may just be emotional while writing my simple experience but I just couldn’t help to ask so many questions and ending up as if I’m blaming somebody who’s totally stranger to me who had ruin him.
Hyun Joong has so many plans as far as I remember and I even enumerated those plans in one of my articles, just I remember writing “Hyun Joong is running out of time.” He was preparing everything for us before he gets to his MS, likewise I was also preparing myself and my readers when that time comes so it wouldn’t be too painful. And this….. happened! Indeed life is full of surprises, as one of my friend would say!
I still remain positive, who knows there must be something even greater for Hyun Joong than what he had planned in the near future! Why not! Anything is possible.
Let’s trust Hyun Joong on this and while doing so, let’s not forget to pray for him, since after this concert he’ll be in hiatus to take a rest from flying here and there performing concerts. He’ll be alright, let’s hope for the best that he’ll be able to resolve this case. Let’s put our confidence in him, as he has gathered strength from us in his recent concerts and I believe he’s stronger than ever, the next time we meet with him.
LAST DANCE WITH KHJ???
I would like to thank KHJ fans from Seoul, Taipei, Yokohama, Osaka, Hiroshima, Nagoya, Shanghai, Guangzhou, Bangkok and Lima, for taking care of Hyun Joong, for showing your sincere love and support to him despite of the set backs that we were able to survived and accomplished his objectives in this concert series. I think within the journey we have with Kim Hyun Joong, this is the most unforgettable.
There may be pain towards the end of the series but let’s just look at the good side within that period. For me looking at the whole picture of all the concert series, it was filled with overwhelming LOVE. There were tears yes, I cannot deny but those tears were out of so much love to Kim Hyun Joong.
Sometimes we have to feel pain in order to feel the deepest love in a particular person, and that love even grew stronger than ever. This set back painful it may be, but this nightmare had us realize how important Kim Hyun Joong is in our life. That woman had LOST Hyun Joong forever, BUT not for us, because he will stay in our hearts and we will stay in his heart faithfully FOREVER.
Is this our last dance with him? NO of course not, he will just take a breather from his tired soul, he will gather strength and energy for his fans and he’ll be back to us for another round of his music and dance again.
Next time it will be a long long uninterrupted period of dance with us with his music. Believe in him as he said he’s going back to those stages where he performed and I know this time he will fight for it just to be with us again! And so we wait for our next dance with Hyun Joong!
To Kim Hyun Joong,
Thank you for the concert memories, thank you for the love. Have faith in God He’s always with you, He knows everything he doesn’t sleep, so may the force be with you always.
You know where to go to breath, we will just be here and wait for our next dance……. see you again……. my only one…
LazerKim here writing
[News]Kim Hyun Joong’s Girlfriend “A” Drops Assault Charges
It looks like Kim Hyun Joong’s assault case has been wrapped up.
Early afternoon on September 17, according to a report by Star News, a request was put in bygirlfriend “A’s” lawyer to drop the charges of assault and battery being pressed against Kim Hyun Joong.
source: (http://hyunniespexers.wordpress.com/2014/09/17/newskim-hyun-joongs-girlfriend-a-drops-assault-charges/) Hyunnies Pexer Blog Thanks!!! Yahooooo
Previously, on September 15, following a statement from “A” that the singer apologize and admit his wrongs, Kim Hyun Joong posted an apology on his official website, as well as apologized to his girlfriend though a phone call.
Meanwhile, Kim Hyun Joong just recently finished his world tour, with his final tour performance in Nagoya, Japan on September 16. His final tour stop had been scheduled for September 19 in Beijing, but was canceled by local concert promoters.
source: (http://hyunniespexers.wordpress.com/2014/09/17/newskim-hyun-joongs-girlfriend-a-drops-assault-charges/) Hyunnies Pexer Blog Thanks for sharing!!!
Indeed we’ll have our NEXT DANCE with Kim Hyun Joong soon!!! yesss!!
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