By: LazerKim


In March 17th I posted an appeal to KHJ camp to release a statement of clarification pertaining to this so-called prenancy, if ever a legit PT and DNA was taken after the media play between Kim Hyun Joong parents and Choi. A simple negative, positive or MIA even without details is all I’m seeking for an answer prior to anything else.

As we recall in Feb Choi had been refusing to take the medical check up requested by the Kims. During the Kims interview Mrs Kim stated that Choi only presented some ultrasound pictures without a name date or any medical info whatsoever. Right after the Kims interview, Choi’s lawyer presented documents proving Choi’s so-called pregnancy which is not even credible, and requested for privacy which is just hillarious!

This scandal broke out in Feb 22 and it’s been 2 months now and still we have not heard any update. As I have said in my previous article, if Choi had taken the test and it turn out positive knowing her character she should have been at the media jumping with joy to announce her legit pregnancy! But nothing like it transpired! What does that mean?



We are all women here and we all know that we don’t have to wait for 9 months just to confirm results if the so-called pregnancy is negative or positive and whether Hyun Joong is responsible for it or not. We already have extablish that legitimate PT and DNA is possibly safe to be taken during pregnancy, not unless she’s missing!

For me this is prior important over anything else, to be able to set the record straight and to know where exactly Hyun Joong stand in such situation for us to know how we can help him. At the same time we can also prepare ourselves whatever the results and whatever Hyun Joong has to decide.

This matter may be his personal privacy, unfortunately this matter was brought to the media that became a public interest. It is very important that the results of this so-called pregnancy has to be known by the public because this has a greater repercussion on Hyun Joong’s future, whether you agree with me or not, this is reality.



If this so-called pregnancy result would NOT be known to the public, here are possible common repercussion in such situation a public figure or celeb as example:

1.) There will come a time in the future he will finally find the right woman for him and wanted to marry her. Will her parents be able to accept him to their family considering their culture and knowing this scandal brought by media to the public that wasn’t publicly cleared?

2.) From the public eye whoever woman he would marry, the first question could be, “Is this Choi? Are these her kids?” There’s a possibility that his future wife whoever she may be can be tagged as Choi!

3.) He clearly stated he will not marry that lunatic! His future wife would take him no matter what and that is real love. What about his future growing kids, how would they feel? The kids would probably ask “Who is Choi? Dad is she that woman you beaten up?”

4.) If he unfortunately ends up with Choi, the more disaster there is! Their kid would probably ask “Dad why did you beat mom? And mom why did you destroy dad’s career?” Choi is such a poison in any men’s life! Who can be her next victim? I wonder!

This scandal is all over the internet and it will stay there for the longest period if not forever! Internet even develop further by the time Hyun Joong has growing kids. I can’t imagine these kids would be reading those trash news filled with lies at the internet!

That none from those media even took his side or defended him. How I wish those trash news and trash articles can be deleted forever!



See how brainless Choi is? Not knowing her own child if she has can be affected too? Or maybe not, since she’s just after destroying Hyun Joong! But this is what Choi brought to his life that it may possibly mark on him forever if this scandal cannot be publicly cleared.

In the future, the innocent child or any of his future kids end up to be the victim of this scandal created by that woman! I certainly hope this so-called pregnancy would be clarified, because there is a greater repercussion to his future IF this matter would just be left forgotten without resolving it. And this is why I do not want to forget any of the details.

My thoughts may be far to the future but nothing from what I have mentioned is impossible. A repercussion causing an innocent man as a victim and a possible child may be confused by future society. How cruel this Choi has brought to an innocent man!

What I’m trying to show you is how damaging Choi made to Hyun Joong not to mention his career but even to his own dignity as a man in the future. That I’m hoping we’ll be able to help him regain what he had lost most specially in being a future family man. Most of you here are parents so I’m sure you can understand what I’m talking about.



This nagging silence has brought a lot of whispers and groundless rumors simply because his fans hunger for updates! And so there are fans who basically make up stories about Hyun Joong and Choi, that speculations flowing like river, so let me lay down the cards.

GRANTING for the sake of argument, Hyun Joong ends up with Choi with positive pregnancy which we know is a complete disaster! We got no choice but to accept no matter how much we dislike it! We have to support whatever Hyun Joong decides for himself. With hope I’ll never get to hear his personal life being drag to the public again.

BUT if this so-called pregnancy turns out to be negative which I never doubt, I sure do hope something has to be done here. Not to be vengeful NO absolutely not! We can say whatever we want, but NO to physical harm on her because we fans are just spectators. We let justice and karma take those steps. I’m just hoping the right move from KHJ camp to be taken and let justice take its roll.

I still remain in my stance, I never believe Choi is pregnant as I’ve said if ever she is by this time she should have been in the media. But where is she? Hidding somewhere with her LIES?? I wouldn’t doubt!

My motive in wanting to know her identity even just her name, is that in any event that Hyun Joong may find the woman he will eventually marry or any woman he may be with, I wouldn’t want this woman to be tagged by the public as Choi, this is just it, nothing more.



If people from SK can easily believe in trash news, they don’t easily forget a scandal. History can tell I guess, that even those celebs who are not guilty of what they were accused, stays idle from the lime light in SK. Kim Hyun Joong is their great lost and not his

I believe we can resolve his career to recover in the future, that we fans can do a lot. This is just a matter of economic principle Demand and Supply. Meaning if there’s a demand therefore there has to be supply. We shall provide that huge demand so that producers can supply to our demand through Kim hyun Joong to be back on stage. I strongly believe he’ll be back even stronger than ever after his MS.

What worries me the most is his life as a human being and his dignity in the future, that could be even painful to Hyun Joong being mistreated by his own country. It may be lonely to be away from his grass roots, but there’s nothing far better than being in a place where he is loved, nurtured and respected. He left something in Japan and he’ll be back for it!

I have great hope that Hyun Joong will find the right woman for himself whom he can love trust and make him proud. Anyone in Hyun Joong’s situation is such a pain but these are just temporary set backs. There’s a two years MS ahead of him and there he shall be healed and will be back with us stronger than ever as we wait for him!



In my previous articles I wrote that Hyun Joong’s detractors will do everything in their power to put him down. They consider Kim Hyun Joong as a great threat to them even he’s in his MS. As I’ve said if they cannot bring him down, then they will bring down the people who support him, his loyal fans and beware because it’s already happening.

We take this as a challenge being his loyal fans and we have to keep our spirit intact!

This silence is scary and I won’t pretend I don’t see it. We just have to be strong and keep us being together. I believe the fandom is being infiltrated, we just have to remain vigilant since many whispers are spreading around. We just have to stick together because I know they are trying to break us apart, just hold on tight and let them fail!

I don’t know if being silent is good which I think not!! LOL Just refrain from listening to whispers and rumors which is slowly poisoning the fandom. I know we hunger for updates but we just have to bear with each other and let them take that poison instead! LOL!



We may have different views and opinion, argue on it, but I don’t take this personally. I guess my pioneer readers have already known me well so we keep on coming back with each other, as TRUST had already been built its foundation in this site.

For the new ones, I welcome you all on board the Alien Family, please do stick around as we learn from each other, and I think we’ll be doing this even Hyun Joong is in his MS, no promises though. Life is full of surprises!

May I just mention the fans whom Kim Hyun Joong gained from the nightmare is really surprising! His haters were saying he lost his fans! On the contrary he even gained more! So don’t be surprise why we are also being silently harass!! LOL

And this is a fact based from my WordPress record since Aug 2014 and currently in Feb-March my scale kept getting high! This is the power of Kim Hyun Joong that no matter how he is being kept in the treasure box, he still shine! LOL! Thank you all for staying!

I remain searching for justice untill this nightmare is over. My apology if I couldn’t write something entertaining as yet! I guess we had too much of those over the years so now we’re put in the test of silence!! LOL! We can just have to laugh it out!! And with that, is my closing remarks…

The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stand in the moment of comfort and convenience….but where he stand at times of CHALLENGE AND CONTROVERSY!                                                                                                                  (Martin Luther King Jr)            

“Hyun Joong, do you read that? Hold on and STAY CONFIDENT!”

                                                                                                      LazerKim here writing

Photo credits as tagged, Ms D thanks!

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Kim Hyun Joong…[article] SEARCHING JUSTICE



By: LazerKim


In my previous articles after the Aug nightmare, I kept saying “we forgive but we never FORGET!”  I’m not writing this article to add fuel to what seemed to be burning hot the past months, but to give ourselves a bit of a space to think, now that we have cooled down by this time. I think it’s time to search for justice.

I’m moving forward towards that direction on how we can search for justice that cannot be denied forever. We all know there was injustice no matter how I twist and turn the situation it still boils down to a certain conclusion that this nightmare were all made out of lies.

The fact that this nightmare can possibly mark on Kim Hyun Joong forever is one thing I cannot digest or accept, because injustice was shown right in front of us! Are we just going to let this pass by, count to experience and just write it in the history of SK showbiz scandal? Are we going to allow history to be manipulated by lies too? I won’t!



Here are some set of facts that we have to start bearing in our mind to be resolved:

1. The fact that Kim Hyun Joong was accused of assault in Aug 2014, that this case was closed clearing up Hyun Joong from this case, BUT the damage was done and nothing was resolved to go after the people who damaged his career life and his name.

2. The fact that in Aug 2014, the person who accused him monopolized the media in destroying him and that none in the media outlet took his side of the story. On the contrary those media outlets even twisted his words with obvious intention of deliberately misleading both the local and foreign public.

3. The fact that another scandal was placed on his head again in Feb by the same person who accused him of assault, bringing another scandal to the media that caused Kim Hyun Joong, his family, and his fans to mental and emotional torture.

4. The fact that proof of lies had been laid out right in front of our eyes on both scandals in Aug and Feb brought to the media, yet nothing was done to those lies and to the liar!


My question:  Who has the right to file charges against the accuser aside from the Kim Family? Does KHJ fans has the right to seek justice for Kim Hyun Joong? I would like to know! I believe justice can be served, if justice is being sought after.



In this particular scandal I think a lot should be done to correct the past for the sake of the future. Specially that INJUSTICE to Kim Hyun Joong was clearly shown through trial by publicity, judging without due process and ruthless inhuman bashing from his haters.

He was totally roasted by the media in Aug scandal, while the accuser totally manipulated the entire situation that I can only imagine the flow of cash within the media outlets during that nightmare in bringing Kim Hyun Joong down! However, they failed!!

And the accuser was not even contented with the 1st scandal, she again brought another set of LIES in Feb to totally pin down Kim Hyun Joong, his family and his fans to mental torture pertaining Choi’s so-called pregnancy!

I honestly find it cruel to let the lies win! I find it foolish to let wrong doings get away, and I find it really weird to let all of these be tolerated by society. What can be done so that this scandal may not become a precedent in the future?

How I wish someone from KHJ camp would make the right move to correct this wrong doings done to Hyun Joong. How I wish KHJ fans has the right to take legal actions against those who destroyed his life, his career and his future as a human being.

How I wish someone from KHJ camp would reveal Choi’s identity for once and for all! If not, then I think a credible private detective in SK can find out her identity!!



Aug scandal…… I would like to point out on evidences used at the assault case in Aug. shown by the media. In the police report stated, there’s no substantial evidence to file a case, therefore I may conclude that those evidences shown by media were indeed fake! And that Choi was not after justice, but simply to create a scandal and destroy Kim Hyun Joong!

Feb scandal…….In the interview with Hyun Joong’s parents, Mr Kim mentioned that those text messages between Choi and Mr Kim, were cut and paste to make them appear that the Kims have a bad intention in those text that Choi presented to the media.

I’m not a lawyer to identify if there was an unlawful act done in this scandal, so I made a brief search about defamation, let’s see if this case has sufficient ground to file against Choi and the media.



The term “defamation” is an all-encompassing term that covers any statement that hurts someone’s reputation. If the statement is made in writing and published, the defamation is called “libel.” If the hurtful statement is spoken, the statement is “slander.” A person that has suffered a defamatory statement may sue the person that made the statement under defamation law.

Elements of Defamation

Defamation law changes as you cross state borders, but there are normally some accepted standards that make laws similar no matter where you are. If you think that you have been the victim of some defamatory statement, whether slander or libel, then you will need to file a lawsuit in order to recover. Generally speaking, in order to win your lawsuit, you must show that:

  1. Someone made a statement;
  2. that statement was published;
  3. the statement caused you injury;
  4. the statement was false; and
  5. the statement did not fall into a privileged category                                            Source:



As I was searching on SK laws pertaining defamation, I stumbled in an article that may be interesting to you. This article was posted this early morning April 12, 2015, which may be politically motivated, but what caught my curiosity is the article title “A Country of Liars” by Kim Dae Joong, posted by Chosun Media. This was stated, as I quote:

National Intelligence Service director-designate Kim Seung-kyu, in a lecture he gave late in May when he was justice minister, said: “The three representative crimes of our country are perjury, libel and fraud.”  The common denominator of the three crimes is lying; in short, we live in a country of liars. The prosecution devotes 70 percent of its work to handling the three crimes, the former justice minister said.

“Internationally, too, there is a perception that South Korea’s representative crime is fraud,” Kim said, adding that recent major scandals show how rampant lying is in this country. 

Lying is so common in our society because few recognize that it leads to crime. “What’s wrong with telling a little lie?” they think. And here the big problem is that men of power, rather than ordinary citizens, indulge in lying on a massive scale, to the point where it is regarded as a necessary means of survival in some circles. 

can it be denied that our cultural climate has justified the perception that if you manage to get out of a tight spot by lying first, you will be able to overcome the whole matter one way or the other.




Reading from that article above, coming from a SK ex-gov’t official, that scandals are very rampant in SK not only in their political arena, but most likely in their showbiz community. And that the public easily believe in whatever the media writes! While the liars can easily get away with and so with those media outlets despite of the law implemented by the gov’t.

What has Choi got to lose? She’s a nobody, her identity is not even exposed to ruin her reputation if she has! On the contrary, I’m sure she even earned out of her fake stories in destroying Kim Hyun Joong from the media and her backers! While Hyun Joong lost his well-earned reputation, his career, his life and even the name of his family. Is this fair?

May I just clarify, we are talking about a human life of a young man who worked hard to be where he is and just blew up by a greedy jealous woman out of her lies! And I don’t care whoever she is, she destroyed a man in her most evil way and I think this is all WRONG!



I’m sure we’ll not be hearing much updates about Kim Hyun Joong the following days, so might as well have some food for our thoughts. Being a fan is just not for fun, there’s something else deeper in this case that we can learn from.

And maybe you’re not aware that there are other matters attached to this nightmare that has to be resolved and learn from it that it will not be a precedent in the future. I’ll take this one by one on my articles in the coming days!

I do hope we were able to cool down our mind by this time that instead of listening to nonsense rumors, might as well occupy our mind with more relevant matters, from what can be learned from the past that can be changed towards the future.

By this way, we can keep him close to us, that we’re doing something productive by bringing out the truth on this nightmare which has been concealed by the media as we seek for justice.  Allow me to say this again….

“It is not the fault of Kim Hyun Joong to be popular. It is not his fault to be in the global star status, and it is not his fault to be loved by millions worldwide.”

                                                                                                    LazerKim here writing

Photo credits as tagged, Ms. D thanks!            

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Kim Hyun Joong…[article] MESSENGER’S MESSAGE!



By: LazerKim


The other night  April 2nd Kim Hyun Joong’s manager Manager Seo, posted a message in his Instagram that I would like to share with you. Here it goes as I quote..

Manager Seo’s Message:

Thank you so much for everything. Time passed by real fast, so it seems. Though I lacked in many areas, I am thankful for your help and guidance along the way. 

I am sure there were quite a few who got stressed because of me… But yet you were patient and still supported me. I will  be forever thankful.

I enjoyed many good experiences and learned a lot! Wish you all the very best!



It takes knowing Kim Hyun Joong by heart to be able to understand his words whoever is relating it. This is how I take this message I posted above. I leave it up to you on how you understand this message and from whom. Take it or leave it, again I’m not imposing anything here, I’m simply sharing my thoughts with all honesty, and I’m just glad somebody listened and finally reciprocated.

“Silence is good but not all the time, silence can sometimes be crucifying…”

“In any relationship communication is still important, to reciprocate with one another fills in the gap for better understanding.”

The other day I posted my honest thoughts and feelings at Tweeter and stated these words above same words I stated in one of my comment box. I was intending to make noise so I can be heard by someone. At that same day, I read the message from Manager Seo. Thank you so much!



I would like to thank my dear readers for all the comments you have written in my comment box article Love Means… Thank you for sharing your thoughts, that I appreciate so much.

I was all being honest to my words, good or bad, whether you agree with me or not it doesn’t matter for as long as I’m being honest. As I have said this is my home and this is where I can breath on, hoping to be understood. If not, it’s alright I’m simply airing out.

To be in a good relationship, understanding should be two way, or there will always be conflict. Thank you for all the noise, it was effective and helpful to bring me peace of mind to hear from him at last!

Now I can take a walk peacefully to get some air and refect in search for something that may benefit for his future.         God bless the twins!  (KHJ and fans)

                                                                                        LazerKim here writing

Photo credits as tagged, Ms D thanks!


Kim Hyun Joong…[article] LOVE MEANS…



By: LazerKim


In our journey with Kim Hyun Joong as his fans we shared a lot of good memories with him that all through the years since we started following him, there was never a dull moment. Be it in concerts, album launching, TV shows or appearances, and even in his dramas, we all shared the success of all his projects for the last 10 years of his career.

I started following Hyun Joong in 2011 and started writing about him until he became my healer, until he became the person I can turn to whenever I’m sad or happy and it all happened in this site.

It is in this place that I found home with him, where my comfort zone is, that I can say what I think and feel, where I can breath on to release stress and it helped me a lot. The more I read about him the more I feel secured and the more I write about him the more I feel closer to him.

It was all happiness I can write about him that feels love is always in the air! And I’m truly happy that my co-fans find this place their home filled with love too! I’m not alone anymore!



One morning I woke up, the nightmare started and all I said was “How dare them”!! Whatelse is there for me to do but to attack whoever wrote that news and attack a woman whom I didn’t even know who she was! Looking back in the past, I realize how brave Hyun Joong has turned me into!!

That time I was all out of touch from his fans on line since I have been so busy with work so I felt I was all alone defending him. My work travel took me away from this site for about a week and when I came back the haters were here almost burnt my home!

I can only cry seeing my readers fighting with all their might in the most decent way over those monsters that I couldn’t forget. At first I deleted that article Simply Defending, but when I thought about it, why should I allow myself to be defeated? I did nothing wrong!

And so I recovered that article and shoot those haters one by one all of them out of anger! I said to myself this is the battle I have to face that I have to be strong to keep Hyun Joong and his fans intact if I still want to see my idol on stage for the rest of WT concert series.

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After the successful WT, followed by another successful Gemini series, here comes another scandal created by that same woman, however in a different strategy that obviously not only meant to harm Kim Hyun Joong but also his loyal fans.

That woman barely knew Kim Hyun Joong and doesn’t have any idea who his fans are, so that is very unfortunate for her! It may not be now or tomorrow but someday she’ll taste her own dirt and evilness.

Nevertheless, with all this painful nightmare we experienced, I’m truly thankful for this trial because I came to realize how an important person Kim Hyun Joong is in my life and in the lives of millions of fans worldwide. The nightmare proved our strength on how strong we are for Kim Hyun Joong.

The fandom is much stronger than ever that we all learned how to fight in the most decent way. I shall always remember this nightmare that made us closer and stronger for him!



One of KHJ new blogger Malavika had a question in her article, “What do we do for next two years?” I did plan that out years ago, if you have read my old article as I wrote, “I’m gonna put up a tent within the vicinity of the military camp and be the spy to get updates that I can write about Kim Hyun Joong!!”  LOL!

Before Gemini started, I was thinking if this guy leaves for MS I have to do something productive in this site while waiting for him. Since all news sites were filled with lies that it seems no one took his side to defend and concealed the truth, I hope this blog site can be a help to enlighten in the future. And my count down had already started in doing so!

I want to write about this nightmare again in the future when there is no longer pain that probably I can get to understand those detractors. I want to understand why this nightmare was bound to happen and how can this be relevant to the future.

Writing all about Kim Hyun Joong can make me feel him near even he’s far away in his MS. I will always remind everyone he’s just beside us preparing for his future stage all for his fans!! No promises though just simply living my life without him around and wait.

Malavika Blog Site: (pls do check this out, thanks!)




May I ask this sincere question, with all honesty? Did you ever doubted Hyun Joong even once within the nightmare? I did, as a natural reaction. I doubted on him for so many times that I just couldn’t understand whenever I get to this site which became more frequent than in 2013, I felt mysteriously very sure of myself and very sure of him!!

And I was right, I made the right judgement on him, for the longest period that I followed him, to the extent of bargaining on my time and effort, still love and trust prevailed. That all I can think of is to fight for the truth, and trust led me in defending him.

There’s this old song from a classic movie which I heard from an old man, (my boss who was a very good musician) singing this meaningful song. I think this song is perfect at this period which I would like to share with you.

We may be in this test, we may experience sadness and weary at times, I hope this music can remind us of UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Listen to what this song says..

video source:



The song says, “Love means without a word you’ll understand”  Hyun Joong has been keeping silent that for me he need not say anything, because deep inside me I understand him even without a word.

The song says, ” Love means you never have to say your’re sorry”  if you really love a person, you know for yourself there’s always a room for forgiveness that you can sincerely give.

The song says, ” Love means we’ll never really say goodbye” if you really love a person you just don’t give up or end up, if he has to go… let go and wait, because he’ll be back!

To Kim Hyun Joong,  

“Wherever you are, if you get lonely out there, just look up the dark sky and you’ll see all of us within those tiny stars. As we look up at the same dark sky to search for the biggest star, knowing that star is YOU our only one…..We shall be waiting till you come back to us…..God bless the twins.” (KHJ and fans) 

                                                                                            LazerKim here writing

Photo credit as tagged, thanks Ms D!         Video credit: Heart4MusicLovers, thanks!

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By: LazerKim


Dear Kim Hyun Joong shii,

This video clip above was produced by your fans from all the corners of the world. We know what you’re getting through at this time, but this is only a temporary set back, you will soon get over with this obstacle.

I want you to know that your fans are here for you, staying by your side, praying for you everyday with all hopes that you would hold on to us because we understand you.

Whatever happens, please don’t forget the Time Capsule Commitment. Your fans are committed to you…. as you are to us, we are one big family with you.   Keep fighting!

Don’t lose hope because God is with you all the time and He will take care of you. If you are lonely and sad, you know where to go, don’t you?

I hope you will find time to watch this video clip, and LISTEN to your fans. We love you, we care for you and we ONLY believe in you whatever you say. Stay strong and healthy, be confident because YOU ARE NOT ALONE…

                 God bless you, our only one Kim Hyun Joong as always…

                                                                              LazerKim here writing

Video credit: Ms Seta, Ms D and to all Henecia posted on video, thank you for sharing!

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May I appeal to everyone here, to dedicate this page for KHJ, if you have message for him please feel free to use my comment box and pls state your country. Thanks!

I shall open another page for your comments and opinion within the day. See you on my next article! Thanks for your understanding!

LazerKim here!

Kim Hyun Joong…[article] TRUST HIM




By: LazerKim


Are you aware that if we browse around the internet about this nightmare, the news sites are filled with lies? And if we try surfing around YouTube, smear campaign about Kim Hyun Joong is all over! I said to myself, what a cheap way of earning money!

May I remind everyone to stay alert with the articles we are reading from those media outlets about Kim Hyun Joong that may be tricky! Meaning looking good at first glance but insulting on him. Other than this, there are rumors spreading around the internet that may perceive downfall on him. Be wise with what we read before sharing it. Thank you!

How I wish I can write something to cheer us up but I don’t think that’s possible at the moment. I was thinking these articles that I have been writing may stay at the internet for the longest period. With hopes the future may be able read and be clarified with the TRUTH, instead of being blinded by lies forever.



This silence may be irritating and making us weary, but THINK again! We were being left with two sides of the coin being laid in front of us, this is just a matter whom you should believe. I hope everyone here have read my recent article Building Puzzle, we have already establish who is the LIAR in this game.

I’ll say it again, If Choi had taken those legit PT and DNA test, she should be out there at the media jumping with joy announcing that she is legitimately carrying Kim Hyun Joong’s child! This could be the right time to clear her name and throw to our faces what we have doubted for! But it’s been almost 3 weeks we heard nothing, right?

As for me I have not even convince myself that she’s pregnant at all. Hyun Joong may have made a mistake, or maybe just naive. But I’m giving him the benefit of the doubt that “he is NOT STUPID to just jump into danger zone!”

Not unless Hyun Joong declare positive results pertaining to Choi’s so-called pregnancy to be his, then that’s the only time I believe. I will believe only in him without the word IF or PROBABLY with no single doubt.

THINK again my dear co-fans!  At least give him the benefit of the doubt instead of assuming something which we do not even have legitimate proof! I am not in denial, I am just being realistic about this nightmare.  I TRUST HIM.



During the last series of Gemini Hyun Joong mentioned that he wanted to leave for his MS quietly. This request from Hyun Joong did not change despite of the scandal, he still wanted to leave in silence without fanfare. I understand how his SK fans feels of wanting to see him for the last time before his MS, but we have to respect his wishes.

Therefore may I appeal to all KHJ fan to let him go in peace. His agent may be misleading his fans for a good reason as he requested which I ageee. Why else do we brag about whether he’s delaying it for whatever reason?  It’s his right.

May I also appeal to everyone to please STOP speculating on MARRIAGE or BABY. Nothing is confirm pertaining this matter. And this speculation doesn’t help him at all.

It’s no use arguing on this matter that would only lead to bad results as it already started. The media would only pick it up and write those trash articles again. And it already happened, DramaFever wrote another insulting article which is even groundless.

Many of his fans are urging him to speak up and I’m one of those fans. But now I got it, I understand why he’s remaining silent. Because whatever he says, media would only continue to twist his words. Damn if you do damn if you don’t, choose the lesser evil!

Maybe one day in the future when everyone is silent and is just ready to hear from him then he’ll speak up the truth. TRUST HIM.



Kim Hyun Joong has so many dreams, he has many plans of how he can make his last few months on stage before his MS to be memorable to all of us. And he did fulfill despite of the obstacles which was not easy for him at all. Yet he did his very best to pursue Gemini which is such a memory unforgettable to him and his fans as his last farewell until he comes back to us again.

Do you remember how he cried on his last Gemini series? Do you know how painful it is for him to leave the stage even just for a while? We have witness it. Until a monster just came by to face him and his fans. Does he deserve this nightmare that even affected his own life, his career, his fans, his family and anyone connected to him?

We feel his pain because we know he doesn’t deserve this humiliation created by a nobody. This nightmare is all made up of lies and we know it. Are we going to let these LIES win? If not, then STOP believing in those lies that are meant to destroy him.

May I ask this question….

Do you love Kim Hyun Joong?  Then prove it……The best proof of love is TRUST.

                                                                                                    LazerKim here writing

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Kim Hyun Joong…[article] BUILDING PUZZLE



By: LazerKim


Some of you may have gone tired of reading about this nightmare, but I have to bear with it, I just know I have to do this while everything is still fresh in my mind, and to put this on recond in this site. I  just can’t give up!

I take this as food for the thoughts of letting my brain work while waiting and started disecting some statements left to us by both camps of Kim Hyun Joong and Choi. Care to join me in this puzzle?

My comment box is open as usual  to join me in this building puzzle! Thank you for always sharing with me your thoughts as I learn from you too! Here’s just my building puzzle…



Here I lay down the cards on Kim Hyun Joong’s camp that I want to emphasize on some relevant pointers:

KHJ’s statement through KE:

Yesterday (February 22) after the reports, Kim Hyun Joong attempted to contact Choi again to confirm the pregnancy, but was not able receive a response. Rumors of both families meeting and discussing marriage are groundless. Kim Hyun Joong stated that if Choi’s pregnancy is true, then he will be taking on the necessary responsibilities.     (News Source:allkopop)

KHJ’s parents statement:

“Our son said that if it’s true that she is pregnant, then that the baby is probably his. If he had been unsure about it then we might have suspected Miss Choi, but since he’s the one saying that, we of course believe [she’s pregnant]. He said he’ll take responsibility so we respected his decision. I told him, ‘If all this happens and you don’t get married then you’re going to be a bachelor with a kid.’ Hyun Joong told me he is ready to accept that as well. I think that whatever decision is made should be made for the baby, and I told my son the same.”

NOTE:     As Hyun Joong stated, he will take necessary responsibility IF the baby is his. Then saying that the baby is PROBABLY his. And with saying He’s prepared to be a bachelor with a kid, meaning he doesn’t have any intention of marrying her to begin with.

He admited they met up after the case was close, broke off and DENIED those wedding plans that Choi was bubbling about!   Whatever he may decide on it’s only for the child’s sake if indeed there’s a child, and if he is the father.


PUZZLE 2    (Doubtful)

Turn of events: (from Jan 3rd to Jan 17th)

1.3 – Choi realizes she’s pregnant

1.5 – Choi notified Kim Hyun Joong about pregnancy

1.6 – Kim Hyun Joong’s father meets with Choi, receives 3 ultrasound pictures

1.17 – Kim Hyun Joong’s parents show up for the hospital appointment, Miss Choi can’t be reached

NOTE:     Take a look at this dates and events, Hyun Joong left for Japan in Jan 9th. Choi notified him about the so-called pregnancy in Jan 5th. There was a gap of 3 days before he left for Japan, but it was his parents who met with Choi Jan 6th and showed those fake untra sound pictures with no name date whatsoever, just pictures.

I think Hyun Joong doubted that so-called pregnancy. Because if he’s convinced as Choi had been trying to show, he should have been there with her and have the necessary prenatal check up, just like any exited father to be! This is just my opinion!.


PUZZLE 3   (so-called reconciliation)

I don’t mean to discredit Hyun Joong here. But what I’m trying to show is that Hyun Joong doubted that so-called pregnancy right from the start.  From Choi’s statement, she said she met up with Hyun Joong being DRUNK!

Choi’s Statement:    Ms. Choi also stated that despite their initial breakup, Kim Hyun Joong sent her a birthday and flowers and showed up to see her drunk, resulting in a change of heart for her.

NOTE:    As we all know Hyun Joong doesn’t drink by himself and when he gets drunk, he just sleep! Whether something happened between them in Nov no one knows. Is he alone in meeting her? Maybe or maybe not!   But it’s clear from her statement he was drunk!

Is it possible that Hyun Joong even doubted if something really happened in Nov? I’m just asking!!

On the part of Hyun Joong, I think this case is short of saying “Damn if you do, damn if you don’t.” choose the lesser evil!  Are we having of the same thoughts? LOL


PUZZLE 4  (Text messages, cut and paste)

Those text messages from Choi appeared as if two morons were talking! Here’s one classic example of those text message:

November 30, 2014

K: I don’t think this is going to end well. I’ll take care of it myself now. You live the way you want.

C: Okay. Then let’s go our separate ways, and take no interest in each other.

K: Okay. Let’s go our separate ways. This is the end. (CUT AND PASTE) But why are the dogs in this neighborhood like this? I got angry, but I have no one to send these photos to. I thought about it and send them to you. It’s so funny.

NOTE:    In a conversation of breaking up is a serious matter to talk about and common sense dictates us “You don’t talk about DOGS while seriously talking about breaking up?”

Don’t you think Choi is making a fool of Hyun Joong out of this so-called text message?This is NOT the Kim Hyun Joong that I know! So how would you expect me to believe?


PUZZLE 5   (Breaking Up Nov 30)

Take a look at this statement from Choi. She said they were together in Nov until New Year spending the last 2 weeks of Nov in Jeju. Then later on she said they broke up after the trip in Jeju which I suppose in Nov. How can they be together until New Year if she said they broke off after their trip in Jeju in Nov? See the inconsistency?

She also shared that she decided to reunite with him in November of 2014, and they were together until the new year, spending the last two weeks of November on Jeju Island.

Ms. Choi also suggested that the reason she and Kim Hyun Joong broke up after their trip to Jeju Island was because he was seeing another woman. She stated that she found the woman’s items in his bag. 

NOTE:     She stated Hyun Joong is seeing another woman as the reason why they broke off. This statement at least is consistent because she had the same statement from Aug. nightmare and this Feb scandal.

Honestly, I sincerely hope the other woman is still around, I can’t imagine how painful this can be for her with what Choi had been doing to Hyun Joong!


PUZZLE 6   (Other agenda)

Reading from Choi’s text messages I only have one conclusion. Choi is making Hyun Joong look like stupid trying hard to prove Hyun Joong never doubted her pregnancy and is willing to marry her! Other than she’s trying to prove he has other agenda with her pertaining his case! Here’s that text:

January 10, 2015       (KHJ was already in Japan on this date)

K: Okay, I’ll marry you, but file a petition for me. Your husband is about to get a red line across his name. 

C: What are you talking about?

K: If I get fined like this, I’ll receive a red mark. If I’m found guilty, my agency says I’ll be considered a criminal.

NOTE:      In Dec.19th Japan news posted that Hyun Joong shall be hosting his Japan Tour concert series which is Gemini in Jan 2015. Therefore I may confirm he was off the hook from this assault case before he left for Japan in Jan 9th.

I don’t think this project would be confirmed and announced if he had not gotten his clearance from this case. Japan cannot accept an artist having a pending case in SK while performing in their country.I have been waiting for media to release that news, but they must have concealed that too! Until at later date that they announced Hyun Joong was cleared of this case.



I think Choi must be pretty scared that the truth was revealed by the Kims so she declared she needed PRIVACY!!! After spilling out the beans?? LOL

Feb 28th statement from Choi’s lawyer:

Ms. Choi’s lawyer stated, “It’s true that my client is pregnant. She’s currently 4 months pregnant. I can tell you that around the time the child was conceived, [she and Kim Hyun Joong] were always together.” He also revealed documents from a health center detailing medical examinations and pregnancy tests, confirming that Ms. Choi is indeed with child.

NOTE:    Unfortunately this final round was not able to convince the public of her so-called pregnancy! In Feb 22 Choi was on her 10-11 weeks pregnancy. In Feb. 28 she’s 16 week or 4 months pregnant! How did this so-called pregnancy jump from 10 to 16 weeks in just a matter of 6 days? Who would believe this?



If by this time Choi had taken those PT and DNA, knowing her character, don’t you think she should be out there to the media and announce her legitimate pregnancy IF this turns out Positive?  This should have been her chance to clear her name after those feasco over her lies, right?  Or if it turns out Negative she must be in hiding by this time!!

Why do we have this silence?  Well, knowing the Kims Family are private people knowing that if they talk again, surely Choi will be out there and bubbling with her lies again! So this will be endless! One thing is clear to me, she was never expecting the Kims would bring the truth to the media.

Let’s just say she’s pregnant, the question still remain, is Hyun Joong responsible for her so-called pregnancy? Remember there’s an 8 months gap from May as they 1st broke off, before she notified Hyun Joong about her so-called pregnancy in Jan.

May I just clear it up that DNA test can be taken during pregnancy thru non-invasive paternity testing thru blood sampling from parents. Here’s the link below for more info:

LINK: >>

If it’s Hyun Joong’s responsibility then fine, expect the unexpected disaster and we can’t do anything about it! It’s like a gun again pointing to his head!!

Just don’t marry her, for your sake, at least save your neck Kiddo! Till the next article!



Seeing the whole picture of this media play, may I conclude that Choi and her lawyer were busy proving that Hyun Joong was the father of this Choi’s so-called pregnancy instead of agreeing to the Kims to take the legit PT and DNA test, which is enough proof right from the start, then this case should have been over and done!

Knowing Hyun Joong is not the kind of person to set the record straight through legal actions, so Choi kept manipulating everyone! In this case it’s not being pregnant that is in question anymore, but how this pregnancy was brought out to the public which is such humiliation. And this has to stop that it will not be repeated by others.

I write what I think through this site which is my right to do so! Whether my readers agree with me or not, it doesn’t matter, I respect everyone’s opinion here! As I said earlier I just have to do this, and never give up!

I still wait for any news as I’m prepared to accept whatever the outcome of this behind close door silence as it may break one day, I hope sooner!

Thank you for reading, my comment box is now open anything goes as usual! Thank you for sharing your thoughts as a way of learning from one another!

                                                                                                     LazerKim here writing

Photo credits as tagged, Ms. D thanks!

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